Okay- to say this was a rollercoaster of emotions is an understatement. I felt annoyed, sad, mad and happy while reading this.

To be honest, i can totally see how people think this is a 5 star story, however for me a 5 star story must be incredibly good.

But with this one i really had to force myself to read further. Why? Partially, because i felt like the story was dragged on too much. There was so much drama that after some time it just felt tiring to read, seeing the characters in so much pain. 

When it was about realizing their feelings then of course what came first was denial, then a lot of drama and then acceptance, but it was such a long road that to be honest I'm not sure if i would recommend this to anyone. I mean, if you're in for a lot of emotions and in the end a 

ending, then sure, go on.

The story overall is pretty realistic when it comes to relationships and emotions, but oh man, the fact that mc had to choose between Cain and Yahwi for SO long and the fact that he couldn't decide and ended up giving Cain hope was absolutely horrible for me, but these are my personal feelings. Well, Cain is my fav character here so don't blame me.

But i gave this such a rating because of how tiring, for me, it felt to read. The drama started becoming too much and there was so much sadness at one point... But overall, it's a pretty good story. Although i wish the 107 chapters could have a lot of different arcs instead of just revolving around basically the same thing.